21/10/2010 - 64

You have no idea, no notion of how much I hate you. You really did ruin everything. I could've fixed everything if it hadnt had been for you. You really do need to realise that no one likes you! You are annoying and stupid and everyone thinks you are two faced. You play on the affections of others and turn them against one another. You steal people off others, people clearly better than you, you little bitch, and ruin relationships. I dont actually understand why anyone would bother to have feelings for you. They should save their energy because you will forever piss them about. Stop trying to steal people who mean so much to me. I really hate you.

Yours,
Someone who's have a dawning realisation.

18/10/10

I dont think I have ever been so alone. what have i done wrong?! it could've worked so well.

17/10/10

FUCKING MARVELLOUS.

12/10/10 - 73

- You both fought over me. One of you took yourself from me and the other abandoned me. Once again I am left alone while you both swan off. You both promised you would never leave me. That either proves my naiiviety or your abilities to lie to me. The two people who I never thought would be there for me, are. I think I'm lost to you two forever.

This caged bird needs to fly. And it will be without you.

Ok, so once again you lied to me. You said that this was real. You said you cared, so there was lie number one. You never once said it... I did. Multiple times. You will never understand how much this hurts or how much I hate you at the minute. And the fact you didnt care and yet you were too much of a coward to do what was right. Once again it was left to me to clear up the crap. I have never met such a self centered person with such an obscure view of themselves. You profess to care!! Liar.

You and I dozed on a bench, counting stars and you said it would work. Once again, liar.

I hope you're happy because now I have to sort myself out while you just go swanning off.

Im back to being alone with no one who gives a toss about me. All because you bloody lied.

Thanks Tosser.

:'(

Im fed up of being the one who constantly has to care for others. I am fed up of being constantly strong for every other fucker that has ever lived. I am fed up of people. All they do is use you for their own means and drop you where they found you. All they do is focus on themselves and not even give a curteous 'how are you?' even to fill conversation. You try your best to be perfect and what everyone wants to see and the when you finally snap and they realise that you arent all hell kicks off.

Fuck it
I dont care anymore. Ive had enough of people treating me like a fucking doormat